TIADA ERTI

segalanya tiada erti

bila kau tak ingin mengerti

segalanya jadi tiada erti

bila kau tak berusaha memahami

segalanya kosong tiada erti

bila kau tegar tinggalkan aku sendiri

ke kanan

tak berdaya aku

ke kiri

tak termampu aku

ke hadapan

bukan untukku

ke belakang

tiada tempat untukku

jelasnya di mana tempatku?

sudah tiada hati aku mahu melihat

apatah lagi mengangkat muka mencuri pandang

tertunduk sendiri itu lebih tepat

dari mendongak mencari yang hilang

dan sendirilah aku di sini

kerana segalanya kosong tiada erti

ku mahu terbang bagai merpati

bebas dalam duniaku sendiri

walau akhirnya aku bakal mati

kerana peluru manusia di bumi

tak mahu terus mencari lagi

segalanya jadi tiada erti

:: tak sihat ::

i'm not feeling well today since yesterday~kind of uncomfortable~asek pening je~kepala sebelah kiri dah berdenyut~panas je rase~i dun like this feeling~takpe la~penghapus dosa~ujian semua ni~sabar yea~

aduhai la malaysia~jgn panas sgt~dgn condition badan yg camni~tak selesa sgt bile panas~huuuu nana rindu rumah kot~nak balik~nak peluk ibu~kalu kat rumah mesti ibu dah urut kan nana~huuuu nak balik~sabar2 dah rabu dah~tak lame je lagi~huuu

tak larat la~nana nak tido~bubbye~

:: hatiku lega ::

salam~

wahhh leganya hati nana~alhamdulillah~pre reg utk next short and long sem berjalan lancar~memula tu stuck la juge iiu punye website~tp alhamdulillah~semua nye lancar~doakan la nana yea~lepas ni dah takde la kelam kabut wat pre reg dah~sebab next long sem is my last sem in IIU~huuu dah nak grad dah rupenye~ilmu dah byk ke??huuu kene la brush up segalanya~sebab lepas tu kene kerje pule~kan kan kan~

okeh~so dah habis pre reg~jap lagi nana nak rest la jap~sebab malam ni ade discussion semantics~huuuuu keje Dr. Subra memg melambak~asek adeeeeeeee je~this thursday plak dia punye midterm~td Dr. Subra tak abeh2 cakap senang saje~memang la kan~sbb esssay je~tapi takut la gak~huuuu

okay lah~tak sabar nak tunggu dis week habis~sbb nak balik rumah~minggu lepas tak balik pon~lagipon hari jumaat malam nak gi tgok Islamic Performing Arts Concert~IPAC la kitorg panggil~kalu yu ai eh ni buat ipac,memg taknak lepaskan g tgok la kan~memang sangat2 best~tahun ni ekin performs angklung~pae performs gamelan~wahhh kawan2 nana tu yang perform~tak sabarnye~nana ingat nak ajak ibu tengok~yelah~mende best kan~hehe kalu ibu rajin nak datang la~hehe

okaylah~nana nak rest la~salam~jumpe lagi yea nanti~hehe

HILANG

aku masih tak mampu lena

kerana aku mencari bait kataku

telah aku cari di serata

tapi masih belum terjumpa

aku rindu menulis di sini

buat tatapan teman setia

ku yakin jauh itu hanya dimata

di hati tersemat selamanya

tapi tiada bait kata yang mampu ku tutur

hilang segala bahasa tak dapat ku ucap

mana perginya baris-baris madah cinta

mana perginya nukilan rindu penuh mesra

ku ingin bercerita tapi tiada suara

ku ingin berkongsi tapi tiada isi

aku hilang dalam duniaku sendiri

mencari huruf rumi dan jawi

menggali dalam bahasa ibu pertiwi

aku hilang sekali lagi

kalah dengan diri sendiri

:: I totally like it ::

salam my dear friends~

okeh I'm just finished editting my blog~and I do really like it~ouh I think it's nice~pinky2 sweety2~hehe all of these because of yatie~I did ask her about my blog and she didn't give any response~oops and to me,it's a subtle way of saying "sorryla na,blog ko tak cantek"....and that is why I made some changes on my blog~and just after I picked my new skin~I show this to her~and yatie said "ha...macam ni lah baru aku boleh kata cantik"~huuuu rupenye before this,it was not nice at all~and nobody told me about it okeh~sampai hati kawan2 sume~huuuuu

okay all my dearest~I got to go now~coz I'm still working on my Dr. Subra assignment~Dr. Subra,I LOVE YOU la okeh~please give me an A okeh Dr.~hehehe boleh la~nnt I buy u capati~or what do you wish to??thosai??nan cheese~ouh okay~I really should stop mentioning all this foodies stuffy~it's drooling here~hehehehe

okay dear~salam~

:: dapat nasi ibu,yay! ::

salam~

okay guys~to be sincere~i have a lot of work to be done by today~yup guys,it's kinda hectic week for me~with all the exhibitions~essay for EAP~and assignment for my semantics class~well,that's student for~to be busy~so what on earth am I doing here??

hehehe yup I have to finish all my things up~but then nak story dulu~just now boboy sampai~hantar food~thanx boboy and special thanx to ibu~akhirnya dapat pon makan nasi ibu~ouh so heaven la kan~best~ibu cooked kari ikan,sayur buncis goreng and sotong goreng tepung~yay!!super-delicious okeh~

oh sudah kenyang~eat like a glutton~haha no la mane ade~but I really have to forget about my diet for a while~I eat 4 spoonful of rice with all those lauk2~kenyang sesangat~huuuuu 4 sudu tu~kalu ikutkan~my friend cakap~kalu nak diet ni kene makan 2 sudu je~but then I did eat 4 spoon okeh~forgiven la eh~just for one day~hehe

okaylah~stop writing and really have to continue on my assignment~bubbye all~

*it was a hectic week~but I enjoyed it sooooooooooo much~gained lots of experience while working with different kind of people~ILY

::ouh::

salam~

nana baru je habis exhibition hari ni~to be precise~malam tadi abeh dah~exhibition ni utk 2 course~penat nye ya Rabb~serious sangat penat~tapi besh~banyak gile cerite~tapi tak larat dah nak cerite kat sini~

tapi sebenarnye yang paling best ialah hari ni nana jumpe pak arab best~kikikikik serious best gile pak arab sorang ni~satu kejutan la utk nana~hehehe tapi kan~tak sempat tanye name after dia dah told me something tu~huuuu habis je dia told me sumting~dia pergi dan senyum dan nana asek keep on cakap thank you kat dia~then dia say bubbye~tapi tulah~tak sempat tanye name~heheheheee kelakar la plak peristiwa tadi tu~hehe

airmata dah kuar la~dah ngantok sgt ni maksudnye~asek tak cukup tido je lately~nana nak stop la~okay bubbye~salam